Let's Talk About Me

Apart from my "about me" page, I should probably fill you in a little about me. My "friends", or in more proper terms, colleagues, call me Beau, some BoBax. I'm a fourth year medical student on my way into the big world with an MD. I'm currently top of my class and most envied student. I work every day before and after my classes at a local hospital as an Emergency Room Technician. I make shit money for all the work and effort I put in, but the learning is worth the work; soon, I'll be the MD in the emergency room.

I'm a drop out business major. I quit business school when I was in undergrad; I learned
the value of medicine after my younger brother became ill. I dropped out of business in 2002, where I took up all the biology and science classes my college could offer. In order to graduate pre-medicine, I had to spend two summers full of courses to graduate with "my" pre-med class. I miss my childhood, where life was easy. I sit in a slummy apartment and wish I had the luxuries that I had as a child. I refuse to ask for help, I'm so self-centered in my sin of pride that I refuse to ask my family for money or help (that’s where my $200,000 + of debt from school comes in). I was born into a not-so-wealthy family; both of my parents are respected lawyers in our community.

Why do I have a blog? Well, that’s a good question. I have so many emergency room stories that I want to share... but I can't…there isn’t someone who I’d like share my stories with, so I chose you. Well... there are people, but I choose not share my stories with them. I'm what people would call a "player". But, I resent that. I have a problem with attachment; I never want to be too close. I can't stay with the same person for longer than week. Their consistent phone calls are too much for me to handle. Nevertheless, as time continues... you'll see what I mean.