I'm posting this rather early today because I left my intern work early today. Today was a very bad, a very depressing one to be more in-depth. I have been waiting for this day for the past few weeks and now my work means almost nothing to me. Today Paul finally passed on, and I was not there to say goodbye. I wanted to be there so badly that way he had someone there with him, so he wasn't so alone. I feel absolutely horrible... I feel like the worse person in the entire world. The day he told me that I was his family; his optimistic and loving personality consumed my life and ultimately, changed me. I have spent at least 30 minutes every single day in his room, and if I could afford more time, I would. I spent even my lunch breaks in his room. I hope that I at least affected his life in a way where he felt more comfortable. I'm in a very depressed mood tonight and I'm spending the night alone. I hope that I'll feel better tomorrow, I need to work... and I hate to think about school and work at times like this.
R.I.P. Paul
Born: 1-12-53
Died: 3-06-08
Aged: 55 Years
When the darkness turns to light, it ends tonight. Goodnight Paul. Thank you for the lessons you taught me.
4 comments:
My friend and I are addicted readers & as a consequence I fell in love hearing about Paul. He really seems like an amazing man with a lot of insight, and since you're his "family"... my condolences.
<3 for Paul, the man who came straight out a song to influence a young doctors life.
I'm the other friend addicted to your blog. I'm sorry that you lost your friend and a member of your family. It's good to know that there are doctors out there who truly care about their patients... enough that they are upset when they pass. Rest in peace Paul!
feel better
Thanks guys! I appreciate you being my addicted readers! I hope to see more comments from you! Thank you for posting
-BoBax
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